it is finally weekend and i dont have to wake up at 530am tmr.
im feeling so stressed up since the first day of schooling.
everything is different.
i cant feel the joy in school,
all i know is that i need to study and sit for exams,
and the most important thing is that to pass with flying colors.


i will only start my tuition classes in march ,
im sure i'm the slowest already.
all of my friends already started their tuition classes since last oct,
and each of them take minimum of 5 subjects,
this is god damn crazy can?

after attending school for one week as a f4 student,
im pretty sure that life is definitely gonna get harder in the following years.
i really hope that i can survive


i dont care if im really slow learner/not smart enough to enter 4s3/stupid/whatever piece of shit.
deep inside my heart,
i always ask myself to just follow the flow.
i know i can do it if i want.


ps : 8A's is nothing when you go to form4.

- Wednesday, December 30, 2009
- 2:15 AM